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He Embraced His Rescued Sunshine, I Waved Farewell to the Past
At my mother-in-law's sixtieth birthday party, she made her toasts, and the one she toasted was the adoptive sister who'd donated marrow to my husband. Across the round table, she raised her glass to me. "You know that wedding quilt you slept under last week? I slept under it first, one whole night before you did." "Fell asleep so hard I couldn't hold it in and left a little damp spot on it. You don't mind, do you?" The whole table of relatives went dead silent in an instant. My mind went blank. That quilt had still been over me last night.
Chapters (4)
第1章
On my mother-in-law's sixtieth birthday, she toasted her way around the table all the way to the adoptive sister who had donated bone marrow to my husband.
She raised her glass to me across the round table.
"Sis, that wedding quilt you slept under last week—I slept under it one night first."
"I was fast asleep and couldn't help myself, so I left a little wet mark on it. You don't mind, do you?"
The whole table of relatives went dead silent in an instant.
My mind went blank. That quilt had been over me just last night.
Seeing me freeze, she smiled and waved a hand to explain.
"Oh, it's a custom back home—a quilt warmed by a savior keeps the newlyweds safe from every illness."
"If Stan and I really had something going on, we wouldn't say it on Mom's sixtieth birthday, would we?"
"Besides, I gave my whole life to him. What's the big deal about sleeping under one quilt?"
......
I looked at Stan Weiss, waiting for him to explain.
Instead, he picked up the last piece of sweet-and-sour ribs on the plate and set it in Neema Joyner's bowl.
"Not even eating can shut your mouth."
Neema chuckled softly, biting her chopsticks, and pressed her foot down on his leather shoe.
"Why so fierce? It's not like we've never slept under the same one."
"That mole on your waist—I'm the one who bit it there."
The whole room burst out laughing.
A relative beside us stepped in to smooth things over.
"That's right. Neema lost her parents young, the two of them grew up sharing one quilt. That mole was just Neema being greedy and biting him. Nothing more to it."
"Besides, Neema is Stan's savior. It's just an old custom from back home. Carrie, don't take it to heart."
"Come on, come on, a toast to the birthday lady!"
I'd heard reasons like this far too many times.
She tried on my wedding dress—that was the savior's blessing.
She took the spare key to our bridal home—that was the savior blessing the house.
And now.
She slept under my wedding quilt and left fluid on it.
Still an old custom.
This time, I didn't give in and raise my glass.
Instead, I made a video call to our housekeeper.
"Corinne, that red wedding quilt in the master bedroom—carry it downstairs and throw it in the trash station."
"Throw it now, with the video on."
The laughter at the table stopped in an instant.
In the video.
Corinne walked into the building entrance.
She lifted the lid off the trash bin.
With a thud.
The big red wedding quilt dropped in.
I turned my phone toward everyone.
"By the customs of our hometown."
"A wedding quilt an outsider has slept under is unlucky. It has to be thrown out in public so the whole family lives to a ripe old age."
I smiled a little.
"Why aren't you smiling anymore?"
"Weren't you all so cheerful when you were talking about the quilt just now?"
My mother-in-law's face darkened on the spot.
"Carrie Simmons!"
"That was Neema's heartfelt gesture!"
Stan Weiss shot to his feet too.
"You just had to throw a fit today?"
Neema's eyes reddened along with hers.
"You should've said earlier if you were put off by me, Sis."
"I'll just take it back. No need to trash things in front of everyone."
As she spoke, she patted my mother-in-law's back to calm her.
And at the end she even smiled at me.
"Sis, Stan and I couldn't be more innocent."
"During his six months in the hospital, wiping him down, changing his dressings, turning him over—was there a single thing I didn't do?"
"What sorry state of his haven't I seen?"
"If I really had that kind of thought, would it ever have been your turn?"
When she finished.
She gave Stan Weiss a shove.
"You brat."
"Go comfort your wife."
"Your wife isn't like me—too flat-chested, can't take a joke."
Stan Weiss's throat bobbed.
After a long moment.
"I'm sorry."
I looked at him.
My heart clenched hard, and all at once it all felt utterly pointless.
I picked up the glass of wine I'd never raised and threw it in his face.
I grabbed my bag, stood up, and walked out.
The underground parking garage.
Stan Weiss caught up and seized my wrist.
"It's Mom's sixtieth birthday, and you had to pick today to make a scene like this?"
"Neema gave me her bone marrow. What's the big deal about her sleeping under a quilt for one night?"
"Can't you be a little more gracious?"
I wrenched my hand away.
"That time she had a stomachache, you drove halfway across the city at two in the morning just to buy her a bowl of porridge."
"But last month, when I had acute appendicitis and was signing the surgical consent form alone at the hospital, where were you?"
His face stiffened.
I stared at him.
"I only found out later."
"Neema's dog had a fever, and you had to look after it."
My eyes went hot.
I forced myself not to let the tears fall.
"Stan Weiss."
"When you were at your sickest, I sold the house my mother left me to save your company."
"But the day you were discharged, the first thing you said when you opened your eyes was thank you, Neema."
"How many days did she even spend in the hospital?"
"So all these years, your life has been hers, your money has been hers."
I paused.
"And now even my wedding bed has to be hers to sleep in first."
The parking lot was so quiet nothing was left but echoes.
I took a deep breath.
"Let's get a divorce."
No one answered.
I looked up. Stan Weiss was leaning sideways against the car door, earbuds in his ears.
Murmuring softly to comfort someone on the other end of the phone.
"Neema, don't be sad, I'll buy you ten more quilts..."
Sensing my gaze.
He pulled out an earbud, his brow furrowing impatiently.
"What did you just say?"
In an instant, every word I'd wanted to say was gone.
Helplessness swept over me, and I hit the gas and drove home.
I sat in the pitch-dark living room.
And sent a message to the lawyer who, just a few days ago, had wished me a happy marriage.
"Help me draw up a divorce agreement."
第2章
I woke up before the alarm went off.
The space beside me was empty.
Stan hadn't come into the room all night.
When I came out from washing up, he had already changed his clothes.
Seeing me come out, he pulled out a chair for me, his expression perfectly normal.
"Last night's over and done with."
"Stop butting heads with Neema."
Always like this.
No explanation, no apology.
As long as I didn't keep pressing, Stan assumed every conflict was settled.
As if my hurt were just a scheduled downpour.
Get through it, and the sky clears again.
I didn't sit down. I looked at him calmly.
"Today is the seventh."
It took him two seconds to remember that today was the anniversary of my mother's death.
Three years ago today, we had a huge fight.
My mother was in a car accident on her way to us.
Back then he had knelt before her tombstone, bowed his head to the ground three times, and gripped my hand as he made a promise.
"Carrie, every year from now on, I'll go with you to visit Mom."
Now.
He only frowned.
"Not today."
"It's over three years since Neema's transplant. Mom's throwing her a rebirth party."
I looked at him.
"My mother's death anniversary only comes once a year too."
"She's already gone. What difference does it make which day we go up the mountain?"
He picked up his car keys, impatience flashing in his eyes.
"Neema is the one who gave me back my life."
The doorbell rang.
He set the key down and strode over to open the door.
The door opened only a crack.
The laughter from outside had already crowded in.
"Kid, I cut a scarf out of some red underwear for you. It's the custom, you have to wear it!"
"Red joy pressing down white grief—you'd dare go to a cemetery with her and see what happens?"
Stan laughed and agreed, then lowered his voice.
"I know."
"I've had legal draft the company-shares agreement. I'm transferring you five percent."
The crowd outside the door exploded.
"Holy crap, five percent!"
"Neema's the best! Back when his wife sold her house to save the company, all Neema has to do is open her mouth."
"How could those two even compare?"
Neema gave a soft laugh.
"A house is money. Bone marrow is life."
I froze where I stood.
My fingertips slowly went cold.
During the nearly half a year Stan spent in the hospital, the company's cash flow broke down.
The bank refused to lend any more.
It was I who sold the house my mother left me.
I poured all the money into it.
Now the company saved with her house was going to be wrapped up as another woman's rebirth gift.
Stan had already picked up the keys and was walking out.
Just before he left, he tacked on one more line, as if doling out charity.
"You're in a bad mood today, so don't come to the party."
"I'll keep you company tonight when I'm back."
Afternoon.
I went to the rebirth party anyway.
I didn't show my face. I just sat in a private room on the second floor of the manor.
Three months ago, while Stan was busy giving his thanks.
This manor had already been acquired for one of the company's projects.
From up here, looking down.
The entire banquet hall was in full view.
Stan and Neema walked in one after the other.
He had a red scarf around his neck, and he was even carrying her bag for her.
Someone asked him with a smile.
"Hey, why are you wearing a scarf in this weather?"
Neema smiled and touched it.
"Such wonderful good luck."
"I cut a scarf for Stan out of my own red underwear—wear it and our hearts are joined."
Stan shook his head with a smile, not a trace of discomfort in his eyes.
I clenched my fists.
Stan is a germaphobe.
So much of a germaphobe that back when I had a cold, he'd swap out any water glass I handed him.
So much of a germaphobe that he would never share a tube of toothpaste with me.
Yet a scarf cut from underwear—he didn't even furrow his brow.
A few rounds of drinks in, a cousin with a face flushed red started egging her on.
"Neema, does drawing bone marrow really hurt?"
Neema set down her chopsticks, and her eyes reddened on cue.
"It hurts."
"They drew it from my back. Afterward I couldn't get out of bed for three days."
Halfway through the party, Neema smiled and hooked her arm around Stan's, their two wine glasses looped together.
From a distance it looked like the red ribbon of a wedding ceremony.
The whole room was shouting.
"Together!"
"Give her a kiss!"
The blood in my whole body went cold, inch by inch.
By the time I came to, the call had already gone through.
I stared quietly at the screen.
This was the last chance I was giving him.
Across the wooden railing, I saw him take out his phone.
When he saw the caller's name, his brows suddenly knit together.
Neema leaned over for a peek, then reached out and set his phone to silent.
"You don't take calls from outsiders on a rebirth day. That's the rule."
Someone jeered, "But that's his wife."
"Anyone who hasn't gone through life and death with him is an outsider."
I watched Stan's smile deepen as he reached out and cut off the call.
Outsider.
Two short words wiped out the seven years we'd walked through together.
The lawyer's call came in right then.
"Ms. Simmons, the agreement is drafted."
I paused.
"Find me one more thing—the donation record from three years ago."
第3章
The rebirth party was half over when Mrs. Abbott finally arrived, late.
The moment she came in, she took Neema's hand and drew a red envelope out of her brocade purse.
"Neema, there's something I want to talk to you about."
"You saved Stan, so from now on don't call me Auntie."
"Call me Mom."
Neema's eyes went red, and she called out "Mom" in a bright, clear voice before throwing herself into Mrs. Abbott's arms.
Mrs. Abbott held her, her whole face creasing into a smile.
"That word is worth more to me than the one from my daughter-in-law."
I'd offered my welcome tea last week.
Mrs. Abbott hadn't even touched the cup.
She said the custom back home was that a new bride's tea had to sit for three years, until she'd proven her temperament, before anyone would drink it.
So the rule was just a bamboo basket.
Who it held depended on her mood.
The drinks went around a few times.
A cousin, his face flushed from drinking, hung on to Stan and wouldn't let go.
"Stan, at your wedding last week, you were toasting the tables and then you just vanished halfway through."
"Our table waited half an hour for you. Where did you go?"
Stan smiled and said nothing.
Neema answered for him.
"He was outside, having a wedding with me."
"Oh, it's the custom back home. Our benefactor's very first groom in this life has to be him."
"The bouquet was thrown, the ring went on, the vows were made—we didn't leave a single step out."
She smiled, perfectly at ease.
"Anyway, the bride was still doing the toasts, so there was no rush for him to walk back in once we'd finished."
The hand holding my teacup suddenly had no strength in it.
For that half hour, I'd stood below the stage with a glass in my hand.
Relatives kept asking me where the groom was.
I told them he'd gone to move the car.
I was the one who drank down every glass on that table for him, alone, and then went home and threw up until dawn.
"Neema."
Someone leaned over, cup in hand.
"That donation of yours back then—which hospital did you have it done at, again?"
Neema was just about to speak.
"Oh, come now, why bring up hospitals on such a happy day!"
Mrs. Abbott slapped a hand on the table, laughing as she cut him off.
"I'll say this for Stan, the boy has a conscience."
Mrs. Abbott went on, pleased with herself. "He even put the wedding house—"
Stan coughed.
"Mom."
"What is there to be afraid of!"
Mrs. Abbott waved him off.
"It's not like there are any outsiders here."
"The property deed has only Neema's name on it!"
"That wife of yours is such a small-minded thing, she wouldn't understand even if you told her."
My hand on the wooden railing tightened, inch by inch.
That house.
From the plumbing and wiring to every last floor tile, I'd overseen it for a whole year.
No wonder Stan never let me touch the property deed on the day it was handed over.
No wonder she'd had that spare key cut with such a clear conscience.
I sent my lawyer a message.
Pull the property registration records for me.
I sat on the couch in the private room for a long time, until my hands and feet went cold.
Then my phone buzzed.
It was Stan.
Neema had too much to drink, so I'm staying to look after her. I won't be coming home tonight.
A few seconds later, another one came.
I'll go with you to visit Mom tomorrow, to make it up.
I let out a cold laugh.
A death anniversary could be made up.
The half hour he'd vanished at the wedding could be made up.
A little coaxing, a little going in circles, and dawn would break, and life would go on the same as always.
He probably thought that right now I was clutching the blankets and sulking.
Waiting, wide-eyed, for him to come home and smooth things over.
I dialed the manor front desk on the internal line.
"Could you check tonight's room bookings for me."
Before long, the answer came back.
"Two king rooms were booked under Mr. Weiss's name."
"But ten minutes ago, Mr. Weiss checked out of the one next door."
I was quiet for two seconds, then walked to the front desk.
"Give me the master key card."
I held the card tight.
I didn't rush upstairs—I went down a floor first.
I stopped in front of Mrs. Abbott's door.
When Mrs. Abbott saw it was me, her whole face went sour.
"Why won't you stop haunting me—"
I held my phone up in front of her.
"Come with me."
"Let me show you exactly how big a bed your son and your newly adopted daughter need."
"To sleep the word 'innocent' out clean."
第4章
At the end of the hallway, a "Do Not Disturb" sign hung on the doorknob.
Mrs. Abbott's steps suddenly slowed.
"Maybe we should knock first?"
"The child's already asleep. It'd look terrible to just barge in."
I turned to look at her.
"Mom."
"Aren't you the one who trusts they're innocent most of all?"
She opened her mouth.
No words came out.
I pressed the master key card straight against the lock.
Beep.
The door opened.
Men's and women's clothes were scattered from the entryway all the way to the bed.
Stan sat there shirtless, with Neema leaning fully into his arms.
Mrs. Abbott's face changed all at once.
"Stan!"
"Mom?"
Stan bolted upright.
His first reaction wasn't to explain.
Instead, he yanked the blanket over and tucked Neema tightly behind him.
Instinct doesn't lie.
But actually seeing it with my own eyes—
my heart still sank, hard.
Neema's face stiffened for a moment, then quickly broke into a smile again.
"Mom, this is a custom from where I grew up."
"On the night of a rebirth, your savior has to watch over your soul. I'm watching over Stan's soul!"
"Watching over his soul in the same bed?"
I let out a cold laugh.
"Neema."
"How is it that every custom from your hometown ends up under the covers?"
Her smile froze for a moment.
Maybe because I'd cornered her, maybe because she'd been caught in the act.
She suddenly stopped pretending and looked up at me.
"Sister-in-law."
"You're determined to blow this whole thing up today, aren't you?"
I looked at her.
"Did I force you two to book the room?"
"Did I force you into bed?"
A flash of irritation crossed Neema's eyes.
The next second.
She suddenly smiled instead.
"Fine."
"Since you've already tracked us down here."
"Let me tell you something even more interesting."
Stan's face changed abruptly.
"That's enough!"
Neema only grew more interested.
"Enough what?"
"We've come this far already."
She lifted her eyes to me.
"Sister-in-law, haven't you been unable to conceive these past two years?"
My breath stopped cold.
Two years.
Every morning I got up at five to drink that bowl of bitter, astringent herbal medicine.
By the end, just smelling it made me want to throw up.
Three hospitals.
Test after test.
The doctors all said there was nothing wrong with me.
I didn't believe it.
Until Stan took my hand and told me, eyes red:
"Carrie, stop looking into it."
"It's me."
"I went through chemo. The doctor said I need at least five years to recover."
"Wait for me a little longer, okay?"
I believed him.
Neema's voice grated horribly in my ears.
"But the second year after his transplant, he went and froze his sperm."
"The one he saved it for was me."
She tilted the corner of her eye up.
"He said I was the one who saved his life."
"So if he ever really did want to keep a child, of course he'd have to think of me first."
I opened my mouth, and a sob caught in my throat.
Everything I'd done for two years had become a joke.
I looked at Stan.
He kept his eyes lowered, and only after a long while did he speak.
"I'll explain all this to you once we get home."
I didn't respond.
I just pulled the printed agreement out of my bag.
And threw it down in front of him.
"No need to go home."
"You and I are done here."
Stan lowered his head.
When he made out those words, his face changed at once.
"Divorce?"
His head snapped up.
"Carrie, we've been married what, a few days? Have you completely lost your mind?"
When Neema saw the paper clearly, a flicker of smugness crossed her eyes.
"Sister-in-law, do you really have to be this childish?"
"If it really is because of me."
"Then I'll just leave."
She started to get out of bed, and Stan grabbed her and held her down.
Then he whipped his head around to me.
"How long are you going to keep making a scene?"
"Neema donated for me when she was nineteen."
"All those injections, all that suffering she went through."
"That's a debt I was always meant to repay!"
Our eyes met, and I asked quietly.
"Then how long do you plan to keep repaying it?"
Stan froze.
"What?"
"One house isn't enough."
"Five percent isn't enough."
"The wedding quilt isn't enough, a child isn't enough."
My voice grew fainter and fainter.
"Is it only when you hand her the company, hand her your own body, that the debt's finally paid off?"
"What nonsense are you talking about!"
Stan irritably tugged his collar open.
"This is a completely different thing!"
Neema cried even harder.
"Sister-in-law, if you don't believe me, I can donate again right now to prove it to you!"
She lifted her sleeve as she cried, baring her arm.
Stan instantly caught hold of her, heartsick, and turned to me.
"Carrie, you're going to apologize to Neema today!"
I looked down at their two hands, clasped tightly together.
It all just felt absurd.
Right then.
My phone rang.
"Ms. Simmons."
The lawyer's voice came through the phone.
"The materials you had me verify—we've got results."
Stan frowned.
"What materials?"
I didn't answer.
The lawyer's voice went on.
"The property registration on the marital home and the gift of company shares have both been confirmed."
"There's one more thing."
My fingers tightened.
"What?"
There was a two-second pause.
"About Mr. Weiss's bone marrow transplant records from three years ago that you asked us to check—I had the hospital track down part of the file."
The room went suddenly silent.
And in that instant, Mrs. Abbott's face changed.
The lawyer continued:
"The information you gave me earlier says the donor at the time was Neema Joyner, correct?"
I looked at her.
"Correct."
"Then there's a problem."
The color drained from Neema's face bit by bit.
On the other end of the line.
The lawyer said, word by word:
"Because the actual donor registered in the hospital's records..."
"Wasn't her."