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1
I had worked seven straight days through the Thanksgiving holiday crunch, and at that point, I had less soul left in me than a ghost.
My eyes burned with that distinct, sand-scratched sting of sleepless nights. My hands were dry, smelling faintly of paper dust, commercial carpet cleaner, and cheap espresso. Then, on Monday morning—the first official day everyone dragged themselves back into the cubicles—the heavy glass doors of the marketing department swung violently inward.
A sharp, furious click-clack of Christian Louboutin heels ripped through the dead office quiet.
Margaret crossed the threshold. Her face was flushed scarlet, eyes wide and rimmed with red, her knuckles white around the strap of a heavy leather tote.
"Where is she?" she bellowed, her voice shaking the acoustic ceiling tiles. "Where is the cheap little tramp who kept my husband from coming home for Thanksgiving dinner?!"
Every keyboard fell silent. Swivel chairs groaned. Phones came out in unison, black screens tilted upward like periscopes, lenses discreetly lining up their shots.
In my past life, that was the exact second Penny had spoken up.
Penny, our junior project coordinator, wrapped in her soft baby-pink cashmere cardigan, looking like a doe caught in high beams. She had pointed a trembling finger straight at my chest and whispered softly: “Over the holiday week... wasn't Nora the only one working late at the office with Mr. Miller?”
In that life, I had barely managed to lift my heavy head before Margaret’s hand cracked across my jaw. A bone-rattling blow that left my ears ringing for hours. She had dragged me by my unwashed hair, screaming to the whole floor that I used corporate overtime to seduce the firm’s managing partner. And Arthur Miller—our impeccably groomed boss—had stepped out of his office, held up his manicured palms in righteous horror, and swore to his wife that I had been throwing myself at him for months. He fired me on the spot to prove his devotion.
I lost my job. My overtime wages were wiped clean. My face was plastered across regional business forums and neighborhood Facebook groups as a predatory home-wrecker.
And it didn't end there. That evening, blinded by humiliated rage, Margaret tracked me down in her SUV. She clipped me on an icy road shoulder, sending me flying into a concrete barrier. When my elderly parents rode an overnight bus into the city to clear my name, wandering the unfamiliar downtown streets in a daze of grief, a freight truck blew through a red light.
They died on impact.
Now, the sharp scent of Margaret’s expensive gardenia perfume hit my nostrils. The fluorescent tubes hummed. The glass door was still vibrating on its hydraulic hinge.
I was back. Right at the very beginning.
Before Margaret could even draw breath for her next shout, I slammed both palms down onto my laminate desk with a thunderous CRACK.
I shot out of my chair, knocking it backward into the partition.
"Ma'am!" I bellowed at the top of my lungs, my voice roaring across the open floor. "You're looking for the other woman, right?!"
The entire floor froze.
"God help me, I want to find that homewrecking parasite just as much as you do!"
Margaret blinked. Her jaw stayed unhinged for two seconds, caught completely off-guard by having her opening line stolen right out of her throat.
Then her expression hardened into pure, thunderous venom.
"I knew it," she hissed, her voice dropping into a guttural growl. "I knew Arthur was keeping a little office plaything around here."
Margaret stood nearly five-ten, broad-shouldered and athletic, with the kind of bone structure that looked like it could drop a middleweight fighter with a single right hook.
"He swore he had an emergency client acquisition to run all week!" she snarled, stepping past the reception desk. "And the whole time, he was screwing around on the side! Which one of you is it? Come out before I rip your extensions out by the roots!"
Nobody was working anymore. Everyone leaned into the aisle, screens angled, cameras recording.
Penny stood near the back row of desks, dressed in that pristine, powdery pink sweater. She chewed her lower lip, glancing between Margaret and me, looking agonizingly conflicted.
"Wait..." Penny murmured, her voice carrying just enough for the recording microphones to pick it up clearly. "Over the Thanksgiving crunch? Weren't... wasn't Nora the only one tagging Mr. Miller in the client Slack channels all seven days?"
The ambient air in the room shifted instantly. A ripple of whispers moved through the cubicles.
"She's right, Nora was posting updates around the clock."
"Arthur kept saying he was on-site with his core lead..."
"Jesus. Is she deflecting? Classic DARVO..."
Margaret narrowed her eyes. Her gaze tracked slowly across the room until it locked onto me like a missile. Her heavy gold rings glinted under the lights as her fingers curled into a fist, itching to swing.
"Nora?" Margaret said, her voice dangerously low. "So it's you. Eager to help me find the mistress, huh? Guilty conscience barking loud?"
I didn't step back. I jabbed a thumb directly into my own sternum.
"A guilty conscience? Me?!" I took two steps forward, pointing violently at my own face. "Look at me, lady! Take a good, hard look at this corpse!"
I tapped the purple-black hollows under my eyes that reached nearly to my cheekbones. I ran a hand through my hair, which was so stiff and grease-slicked from eighty hours without a shower it looked like it belonged to an unhinged subway squatter. Then I slapped the edge of my desk, rattling a miniature mountain of empty cold-brew cans and paper espresso cups.
"Look at this desk! I spent seven straight days turning into a gargoyle! We were supposed to handle the pitch together, and your deadbeat husband leaves me holding the bag so he can go play dirty weekend getaway with some side piece!"
My voice cracked with genuine, bone-deep fury. The phantom agony of a lost life and seven days of corporate slavery bled into every syllable.
"Nobody wants that woman found more than I do! Because whoever she is, she owes me an entire week of my life, half my sanity, and eight gallons of hair oil!"
The office dropped into absolute, stunned silence.
A guy over in design couldn't help himself. He let out a strangled whisper: "Holy shit."
Margaret looked paralyzed. Her raised hand hovered in mid-air, stiff, before her fingers slowly unclenched and drifted back to her side. The sheer, unadulterated manic exhaustion radiating from my eyes had thrown her completely off script.
"Tell me," I growled, stepping closer, breathing heavily. "What clues do you have? Give me whatever you’ve got, and I swear on my mother’s life I will drag her out of whatever hole she's hiding in."
Margaret swallowed. Still suspicious, but clearly recalibrating, she reached into her leather bag.
Slap.
A crisp printed hotel folio hit the mahogany reception divider.
"Arthur spent the entire week at the St. Regis downtown," Margaret said, her voice shaking with disgust as she cast a venomous look across the female staff. "Booked a King Luxury Honeymoon Suite for seven consecutive nights. Jacuzzi, champagne packages, the works. So which one of you sluts was drinking my husband's Dom Pérignon?"
Honeymoon suite.
The moment those two words hit the air, Penny gasped. She covered her mouth with both hands, staring at me with wide, panicked, tragically innocent blue eyes.
"Nora...?" Penny whimpered, her voice trembling. "Didn't you... didn't you post on your private Instagram story last week complaining that the project crunch was so brutal you had to check into that exact hotel across the street from the office?"
Penny looked around, her eyes pooling with unshed tears.
"I'm pretty sure... wasn't it the St. Regis?"
2
The floor went up like a powder keg.
"Wait, for real? She stayed at the same place?"
"No wonder she volunteered to cover the whole holiday."
"Unbelievable. The quiet ones are always the ones sleeping with the partners..."
Half a dozen more phones tilted up. The digital shutters clicked in silent, voyeuristic rhythms.
Margaret took two heavy, measured steps toward me. Her spiked heels drove into the carpet like stakes.
"The same hotel?" she asked, her voice dropping into an arctic register. "That's quite a coincidence, isn't it, Nora?"
I saw the tendon in her right wrist jump. The skin on my left cheek began to prickle, remembering the white-hot sting of the hand that had broken my life in the past.
"If you don't give me a very clean explanation right this second," Margaret warned, leaning in until I could smell the peppermint oil on her breath, "you aren't walking out of this building on your own two feet."
I stared down at the invoice on the counter.
Then, out of sheer, manic exhaustion, a dry bark of laughter tore out of my throat.
"A luxury jacuzzi suite? Four hundred dollars a night?!" I jammed my index finger against the receipt, my voice climbing. "God, I wish! Do you honestly think I qualify for a four-hundred-dollar room on the pathetic salary your husband pays me? That wouldn't even cover the deposit!"
I whipped out my cracked iPhone, unlocked it, and thrust the screen into the nearest phone cameras, sweeping it back and forth so every single lens caught the high-res pixels.
"Look at this! St. Regis annex basement level—Room 104, standard corporate micro-single! Eighty-nine bucks a night! And my expense report hasn't even been cleared by accounting yet!"
The chatter among the cubicles sputtered out.
Margaret frowned, squinting at my screen. The dates, the room category, the pathetic single-occupancy eighty-nine-dollar charge were laid out in black and white.
Penny’s lower lip trembled, her eyes reddening with theatrical tenderness. "I mean... you could book a cheap single just to have a paper trail, Nora. But who's to say you stayed there? Nobody locks you into the room you booked..."
I threw my head back and laughed again, loud and sharp.
"You're right, Penny! Nobody forced me to stay in Room 104. In fact, I barely stayed in that room at all!"
A fresh ripple of whispers broke out.
“Did she just admit it?”
“Jesus, she’s actually bragging about it...”
Margaret’s jaw set, her broad shoulders bunching up like a linebacker’s. "What the hell does that mean?"
"It means," I said, my voice thick with bitter, hysterical tears, "that I spent ninety percent of the night sitting right here at Desk 4B fixing his butchered slide decks! I checked into that shoebox for seven days, and I think I laid my head down on the synthetic pillow for a grand total of eight hours! Everything else was spent right here! Check the damn security feeds! Let's pull the badge logs right now and see whether I was having an erotic holiday or slowly committing corporate suicide!"
My voice cracked. Tears welled up in my eyes—not of fear, but of the crushing, suffocating exhaustion of two lifetimes.
Margaret glanced toward the IT corner. "Marcus. Pull the floor feeds."
Marcus, the skinny junior IT guy, scrambled to his terminal, his fingers rattling frantically over the keys. Two seconds later, he mirrored his display to the overhead presentation monitor in the center of the bay.
There I was. Time-stamped across all seven days.
Tuesday, 11:42 PM. Me, hunched over two monitors in an oversized grey sweatshirt, clutching a mug. Thursday, 3:15 AM. Me, slumped forward, my cheek pressed flat against the mechanical keyboard, an unrolled blueprint draped across my back like a pathetic blanket. Saturday, 4:00 AM. Me, pacing behind the desk like a caged animal, chugging cold energy drinks while aggressively gesturing at an open Excel spreadsheet.
The office went dead silent.
Looking at that ghost on the screen, a hot, painful ache clamped around my throat.
In my first life, nobody looked at the security feeds. Nobody asked for data. They just wanted a scapegoat. They wanted to see the quiet, hardworking girl get torn to pieces so they had something to talk about over lunch.
Not this time.
I dropped my head, took two heavy strides, and threw both arms around Margaret’s waist, practically burying my face in her expensive cashmere trench coat.
"Margaret!" I wailed, letting out an earth-shattering, theatrical sob.
Margaret went completely rigid, her arms flailing awkwardly in the air. "What—what the hell are you doing? Let go!"
"You're a widow at home, and I'm a widow to the grind!" I wept directly into her lapel, pouring every ounce of genuine grief and manufactured melodrama into the carpet. "Your husband doesn't come home, and my boss doesn't do a lick of work! Why are our lives so miserable, Margaret?! My overtime isn't approved, my eighty-nine-dollar hotel receipt is gathering dust, the pitch deck got rejected by the client four times because Arthur kept rewriting the executive summary from a hot tub, and now his damn side piece wants me to take the fall for it?! I want to strangle her with my bare hands!"
Margaret was frozen solid. The massive, lethal hand that had broken my jaw in another life hovered in mid-air, trembling slightly, before awkwardly patting my shoulder.
"Get... get up off the floor first," she muttered, clearly bewildered.
Penny’s face flickered. The innocent pout slipped for a fraction of a second. "Still, Nora... you and Mr. Miller were on the phone until three in the morning every night. Surely... surely that wasn't entirely professional?"
I let go of Margaret’s waist and stood up, wiping my eyes with the sleeve of my oversized cardigan.
"You want to talk about our late-night calls?" I sniffled. I pulled my phone out and tapped the Bluetooth icon, pairing it instantly with the conference room speaker system mounted on the wall. "Let’s share it with the whole class. Let's hear the sultry, erotic romance Arthur Miller brings to the table."
I tapped the screen.
Arthur’s voice blasted through the Bose surround speakers, loud, abrasive, and gratingly nasal:
“Nora! It’s three in the morning, why the hell haven't the revised financial forecasts hit my inbox yet?!”
“Nora, this looks amateur! The client wants sophistication! Make the header font bigger! Don't ask me how much bigger, just make it pop!”
“Keep the print vendors on a short leash! They better be on-site by eight sharp! You kids spend too much time whining about work-life balance—delivering the account is how you earn your keep!”
The metallic bark of his voice echoed down the long hallway.
I stood there under the fluorescent lights, letting my tears glisten.
"Hear that?" I whispered into the quiet room. "I ask you all—what kind of mistress gets called at three in the morning to debate the font hierarchy of a slide header? If I were actually sleeping with him, don't you think I'd at least have gotten a raise out of it? What did I get? Carpal tunnel, greasy hair, and a target on my back!"
Someone in the creative pod snorted, quickly coughing into their elbow to hide a laugh. The collective sympathy in the room swung toward me like a compass needle.
Penny bit her lip hard, the blood draining from her cheeks.
I snapped my head around and fixed my gaze directly on her.
"Speaking of which, Penny... how did you know Arthur and I were on the phone until three in the morning? He called me on my private cell, and I was sitting alone in this room. How did you know the exact time stamps?"
Penny’s face went chalk-white.
3
Ding.
The elevator chime broke the tension like a gunshot.
The brushed-steel doors slid open, and Arthur Miller stepped out. Crisp bespoke suit, silver cufflinks catching the light, hair swept back with pomade. He had that smug, effortless gait of a partner who considered the office his personal kingdom.
Then he saw Margaret standing in the middle of the floor.
The swagger vanished. His shoulders hitched, his chin dropping an inch.
Everyone in the firm knew Arthur was an empty suit who had built his entire career on his father-in-law’s seed capital and political connections. If Margaret decided to pull the rug, Arthur wouldn't just be out of a job—he’d be out on the street.
He jogged over, the charming executive smile plastered across his face, his posture instantly subservient.
"Margie, sweetheart! What are you doing down here? You should have told me you were stopping by, it's freezing outside..."
Margaret took the hotel folio off the desk and shoved it directly into his chest.
"You tell me, Arthur."
Arthur glanced down at the paper. His eyes widened slightly, but he recovered with the practiced ease of a career liar.
"Honey, it's a misunderstanding. A total misunderstanding. Look, there are forty people watching. Let's go home and discuss this privately, okay?"
"Home?" Margaret’s voice rose, her chest heaving. "You spent seven straight nights in a honeymoon suite with a jacuzzi, and you didn't seem to remember where home was then!"
Arthur’s smile froze.
Then his gaze drifted slowly across the room until it landed on me.
It was the look. The exact look from my past life. The cold, calculating assessment of a man picking which stray dog to toss into the traffic so he could make his getaway.
He sighed, his voice dripping with sorrowful disappointment.
"Nora," he said softly, shaking his head. "Look... I know we made a mistake during the summer retreat. But I made it abundantly clear to you that it was over. I went back to my wife. You can't just stage a scene like this because I rejected you."
The air was sucked out of the room.
My fingernails dug into the meat of my palms. That phantom slap from the past burned across my face again. Those three sentences had destroyed my family, my future, and my life.
Penny blinked, her voice trembling with sweet sorrow. "Nora... I can't believe you actually... I mean, making a mistake is human, but trying to ruin Mr. Miller’s marriage just because he broke it off..."
Arthur raised a hand, gesturing toward the corner glass conference room. "Nora, come inside with me. Let's handle this like professionals."
Margaret’s brow knotted in deep suspicion. "You aren't going anywhere until—"
I caught Margaret’s eye and gave her a deliberate, sharp blink.
She paused, caught the calculated coldness in my expression, and held her tongue.
The glass door of Conference Room A clicked shut behind us, cutting off the noise of the open office.
Arthur dropped the concerned-mentor act the second the latch engaged. His face went flat, cold, and utterly transactional.
"Sit down, Nora," he said, adjusting his cuffs. "You're a practical girl. You work hard. If you take this on the chin right now, I’ll make sure you leave with a decent severance package and a neutral reference."
I tilted my head, my thumb secretly brushing the side button of my phone through my pocket.
"Take what on the chin, Arthur? I've been staring at spreadsheets for seven days straight. My brain is fried. What exactly am I confessing to?"
Arthur chuckled softly, a patronizing sound.
"It’s simple. We walk out there, you break down in tears, and you apologize to Margaret. You tell her you've been obsessed with me for months. You booked the suite under my corporate loyalty number, you tried to set a trap for me, you bought the bedroom props, and when I turned you down flat, you had a hysterical breakdown and decided to burn the house down."
A bitter smile touched my lips. "So I take the entire bucket of sewage and dump it over my own head?"
Arthur reached across the laminate table, his manicured fingers attempting to pat the back of my hand. I pulled my arm back as if he were a rattlesnake.
He sighed, unbothered. "Think of it as taking one for the team, kid. I won't forget it. Besides, what's a reputation worth to someone like you? You're an associate. You can move to Chicago or Denver, start fresh under a different firm."
He leaned back, his eyes narrowing slightly into something dangerous.
"Your parents live out in rural Ohio, don't they? Modest pension? Modest community?"
The blood in my veins turned to ice. "What do you mean by that?"
He shrugged casually. "You know how small towns are. Word travels fast when a daughter gets blacklisted in the city for being a predatory home-wrecker. It’d break an old couple's hearts, wouldn't it? If you aren't cooperative, Nora... things could get very messy for them. And I can't guarantee how things might play out."
My skull pounded.
In my past life, my father had stood on the cold sidewalk outside this building, his hair turning gray overnight, clutching my termination letter. My mother had collapsed on the curb, clutching my death certificate, before they both stepped into the path of that truck.
I ground my molars together until I tasted copper.
"And if I refuse?"
Arthur straightened his tie, offering a confident, smug smirk.
"Refuse? You can't refuse. You ran your mouth out there about finding the mistress—do you actually have a name? Do you have a single shred of proof? You don't even know who she is. So if I say it's you... who do you think Margaret is going to believe?"
The seven days of sleep deprivation, the burning fury of my past life, and the sheer disgust at the man standing in front of me clicked together like the tumblers of a heavy lock.
Every stray piece of evidence from the past and the present fell into alignment.
I stood up so fast my conference chair banged against the glass wall.
"Arthur," I said quietly, "I am done taking your trash."
Arthur’s smirk didn't waver. "Don't be stupid, Nora. Know your place."
I didn't answer. I grabbed the door handle, threw it open, and strode out into the main bullpen.
Forty pairs of eyes snapped toward me. Forty smartphone lenses tracked my movement.
I didn't look at Arthur. I didn't look at the crowd.
I marched straight up to Margaret, stopped two inches from her chest, and yelled at the top of my lungs:
"Margaret! I know who your husband’s mistress is!"